Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Let's Play College

Today marks the first day of my junior year. Wow. Where does the time go?! It feels like I graduated from high school just yesterday. Looking from the perspective of the girl pictured below, I definitely did not expect to be where I am today, I expected to be moving all my shit back to Pitt to start my junior year by drinking it up with all my friends. I also expected to be on the dean's list and getting close to completing classes for my major. I guess that's why they say the future is unknown; so many things have changed in my life and have gone not as expected. Sometimes I feel bitter that I left a real college to come back home, I miss it, I miss college life, I miss campus, I miss the frat, I miss my friends, I miss the parties, I miss sports. I just miss the connection. I know I'll always be "a Pitt panther" at heart but it just gets sad sometimes.

I'm trying to have a positive outlook though. I know everything that has lead me to this point in my life happened for a reason and is ultimately for the better. This semester I'm taking on five classes for a total of 16 credits: anatomy & physiology 1, abnormal psychology, developmental psychology, nutrition for nursing, and literature with a focus on women. It's gonna be a hefty course load but I'm more determined than ever to succeed at the highest level. Not to mention I'm cramming in a lot of courses so that hopefully by next fall I can get into the nursing program at Jefferson.

I rarely see any of you update anymore [sad face]. But if you're still on here I'd love to hear about your college and what you think about the experience you've had so far. Also where did you think you'd be today when you graduated high school?

Class of 2008!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Out of Control

As you can tell from the title of this post, or so I assume, I have been completely out of control for the past five days. I have been eating total crap, slacking on my yoga, skipping workouts, and not logging stuff in my spreadsheet. The result: almost a two pound gain in a matter of a week. Naturally I would do this to myself at the worst time, right before I am about to go on vacation. Not only do I need to be in a bikini by Saturday but I also won't have the same opportunity or time to work out on vacation and I sure as hell won't be as motivated to eat well. Tomorrow I need to get back on track and I have faith that I will.